Saturday, December 12, 2009

Nocturnal Activites

Random animal fact of the day:
Giraffes have the same number of vertebrae in their necks as humans do, although each one is about a foot long.
Insomnia is a crazy thing. At least I think that's what I have. I just never feel like going to sleep at night anymore. If I had a car I'd probably be driving around Knoxville at this time but since I don't, I am reading entire books and watching infomercials. As I'm writing this I'm finishing a book that I just got in the mail tonight. Then in about 2 hours I will go to sleep only to get up sometime tomorrow afternoon. I've always been a night owl but I think as I've gotten older it's gotten worse. I don't necessarily want to make it stop though. I don't really care either way.

Monday, December 07, 2009

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So I found out some information tonight that had me walking around campus at night by myself. All of a sudden I couldn't bear the walls, too enclosed. Isn't it amazing how when you tell yourself that you're going to do something God sends something to test you? Like for instance if you say you're going to work on your forgiveness, God will most definitely send you something that tests that. But what if you don't think you can make it through? What if you're not strong enough to get over it? What if no amount of bible verses and praying can get through and make you not want to kill someone? What if you just can't do it?