On the road again

So I thought I'd do a nice long post since I hadn't done one in so long. School ended quite ok. Had a lot to do and I was pretty stressed for a while there, although I wouldn't have had as much if I hadn't prcrastinated. I pulled allnighters like 3 nights in a row, although the first night was because of Fiction ( by the way, great fun. can't wait to go again). Anyway everything's over and I got home Wednesday night. I really really really didn't want to come home. I knew I was gonna be stuck at home doing nothing and that's what I'm doing. I'm going on this trip so that'll be 2 weeks of doing something else before I have to come back and get a job and start acting like an actual adult, not that I wasn't before, but I actually have to start doing stuff. The other reason I didn't want to come home is because I feel different, changed, but it's a good change I think. Since I've been in Knoxville, I feel like everybody that I'm around is so encouraging and I just feel like I can grow in Knoxville, maybe even live there the rest of my life or around there(I do want a horse farm). I knew with being down here I'd be subjected to the same temptations that I was enduring before. I mean this time I think I can better deal with them than before, but I also don't want to put myself back into that if I don't absolutely have to.

On a sadder note, my parents have been really at ends lately. I think something happened while I was gone and of course I wasn't told about it because apparently I can't handle "real adult things." I'm just some child that can't be told anything sad at all or I'm gonna have a massive hissy and just collapse. I don't know exactly what happened but from what I gathered it's not good. I have my ways of finding out things and I will definitely find out. I can be quite perseverant when I want to be.

On a happier note, I had Subway tonight and I plan on having some Zaxby's very soon. The only bad thing about Knoxville is the fact that there are very few Zaxby's as opposed to down here where there's one on every corner.

Ok so I might do another blog very soon. I'm kinda tired now and I have to get up early and I also have to pack tomorrow. Later