A few thoughts

Random animal fact for the day:
The male Sea Louse kidnaps several female Sea Lice and then impregnates them. When the babies are born they explode out of each female Sea Louse killing her.



So as an update, I was really trying to not be bitter anymore about a certain person. It's starting to get less hard everyday. At least I don't feel the same animosity towards her as I did before. Suicide really is a disease. It not only affects the person who did it but everyone around them. And you go around thinking that there's no way someone close to you would do something like that and then it happens. Everybody always talks about the misplaced guilt and everything but you don't really understand until you go through it.

On the plus side, Thanksgiving is coming soon. I can't wait to go home. It's been forever and I can't wait to get some real food!

It's Fall Time

look at this loveliness
(too bad he's like 17)

Halloween has come and gone and I'm actually pretty sad. That just means that we technically only have the month of November left in school. I'm sad as to how fast time flies. My last year here at UT is almost over. It's been great and part of me is excited about the "afterlife" but another part is worried about the future.
Anyway I have decided to get back in the gym and start working out again. I always start and stick with it for a few weeks and then I usually taper off. The hardest part is making sure I actually eat and at the right times. Eating breakfast is my biggest setback with losing weight. I'm usually too lazy to get up early enough to make myself something to eat. And I have such weird tastes that I can start eating something and then a week later I usually can't stand it. Like Nutra Grain bars, or cereal. I like them for a while and then I just get tired of eating them. I'm just going to have to make myself a schedule and stick to it. Here's to turning over a new leaf.

18 days til New Moon!!!!!!