Did someone say chocolate?

Yay! It's almost Halloween! I love love love Halloween. Favorite holiday, favorite season. Although I've been a little bit busier than normal so I haven't been able to just enjoy it like I usually do, but I am determined to have fun the rest of this week. After I finish my to-do list of course. Lots of chocolate, lots of chilling with the roomies and watching scary movies, lots of snuggling in my favorite comfy pants...it's gonna be awesome!

Starting Fresh

Two very cool people suggested that I start blogging again so I have decided to do it. I really only made this blog because of the freshmen english class that I had 3 years ago and the last time I wrote here was 2 years ago so let's see how much I've changed.

A few days ago I decided that I didn't want to be bitter and angry anymore. Especially since I'm the type of person to hold things inside, or just to not let them bother me at all. I don't usually have trouble letting things go but lately it's been a lot harder than normal. I realized that I was holding on to a lot of bitterness towards Brittany. I'm trying not to blame her anymore for Mikie's death. She doesn't need me pointing fingers and hating her as much as I want to hate her for all of it. The best thing I can do for Mikie is to remember all the crazy awesome times we had over the years. That way when the kids grow up I will always have a crazy story about their dad that we'll all be able to laugh about.