Two very cool people suggested that I start blogging again so I have decided to do it. I really only made this blog because of the freshmen english class that I had 3 years ago and the last time I wrote here was 2 years ago so let's see how much I've changed.
A few days ago I decided that I didn't want to be bitter and angry anymore. Especially since I'm the type of person to hold things inside, or just to not let them bother me at all. I don't usually have trouble letting things go but lately it's been a lot harder than normal. I realized that I was holding on to a lot of bitterness towards Brittany. I'm trying not to blame her anymore for Mikie's death. She doesn't need me pointing fingers and hating her as much as I want to hate her for all of it. The best thing I can do for Mikie is to remember all the crazy awesome times we had over the years. That way when the kids grow up I will always have a crazy story about their dad that we'll all be able to laugh about.
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i love this. and i love your strength!
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